I’m a sucker for a good celebrity marriage. I know the odds are against them, but every time news breaks of a separation or divorce, my heart (and head from trying to keep up with who’s still married and who was spotted canoodling with who) hurts.

Tori Spelling and her husband Dean McDermott have been married for 7 years, and have 4 kids together (shoutout to Liam, Stella, Hattie & Finn). As a fan of Beverly Hills 90210, I have to be a Tori fan and stay loyal to Donna Martin. I’ve read all of her books (4 to be exact) and have seen all 6 seasons of her reality show with Dean. I even watched a bunch of her random TV movies and taped episodes of Craft Wars to see her host (I think I just realized I’m more loyal to Tori Spelling than most of my friends and family members). Anyway, news of Dean cheating on Tori is circulating and he recently entered rehab (for what exactly, no one knows). Tori’s pulling a Khloe Kardashian and only wearing her wedding ring in half of the pictures she photographed in, and hasn’t made an official statements. (Doesn’t she realize we can’t go on with our normal lives without knowing she’s ok?!)

I’m hoping for the best, but preparing for the worst. At least I’ll always have Tori & Dean: Home Sweet Hollywood reruns. Not that I have attachment or obsession issues. (I may or may not still watch Nick & Jessica: Newlyweds on YouTube even though both Nick Lachey and Jessica Simpson are engaged or married with kids…)