SO.MANY.FEELS. Grey’s Anatomy was changed forever tonight when Meredith Grey said goodbye to her twisted sister Cristina Yang. It’s hard to explain what the doctor’s exit means to the medical drama, but I made a list earlier today that touches on why I’ll miss Cristina.

1. We’ll never see Meredith & Cristina dance it out again:

2. Or see them drink (tequila) together:

3. Or comfort each other like no one else can:

4. Or just be each other’s person:

5. The hospital won’t be the same without her witty one-liners:

6. Or her ability to say everything she means with just a look:

7. Anyone else Owen dates will never compare to his love for Cristina:

8. Her skills and intensity turning surgery cannot be matched or replaced:

9. Alex and Meredith are the only two left from their intern year and Cristina leaving makes it feel like the good old days are officially over:

10. No other character reacts (or melts down) quite like Cristina:

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